January 3, 2008
all the people i can remember sleeping with … some photos
After them leaving Adelaide, then me leaving also, then arriving almost two months after the show, I finally got some photos of all the people i can remember sleeping with…. These are some I took in the wings at the Star Theatre, I think the best night of the season, rough, angry, a bit thrashy and it felt real, made me nervous to watch knowing people I knew were there seeing it, and the theatre, kinda rundown and a bit scuffed suited it so well, it was … this night, the storm coming in and wings you'd crash into the wall if you didn't stop in time, the stage almost too small and lights to bash into, and the four, who made it personal and … this was what I wanted. So, Daniel Jaber, Paea Leach, Tara Sor and Yang Xiao-Xuan, my little gang of trouble who made it real.
sometimes i have rape fantasies…
more often i like to be strangled
this was my longest relationship…
i like to have sex with more than one person - 1
i like to have sex with more than one person - 2
and shemale porn on the internet…
how i remember john jasperse dancing…
sometimes i have nightmares - 1
this was my first kiss…
i read judith butler…
and discovered black metal…
sometimes i have nightmares - 2
sometimes i have nightmares - 3